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Why Are We Called “Apostolic”?


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Pastor Kelly Nix

We get lots of questions because of the name. So, I thought it might be a good idea to post a brief explanation of who we are.

Apostolics are Pentecostal in experience. That means we believe in receiving a personal infilling of God’s Spirit evidenced with speaking in other tongues, just as it happened on the Day of Pentecost in Acts chapter 2 and in numerous other places in the Scriptures. Our worship is joyful and expressive, because we take very literally the Bible’s instructions to clap our hands and shout to God with the voice of triumph (Psalm 47:1), to make a joyful noise unto the Lord, come before His presence with singing, enter His gates with thanksgiving and His courts with praise (Psalm 100), and to praise Him with different musical instruments and dance for joy in His presence (Psalm 150).

We’re called “Apostolic” because we believe and preach the same doctrine Jesus’ apostles preached after He sent them to make disciples of all nations. In Acts 2:38, Peter commanded his audience to repent and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and promised them that God would fill them with the gift of the Holy Ghost. We preach, believe and practice the very same thing!

We believe the Bible is the inspired Word of God, and that it is correct in every way. We accept the Word of God as the final authority for every point of doctrine, and we love to study the Word.

Apostolics are easily distinguished by the way they dress and appear. We believe the Scripture gives clear guidelines for how God wants His people to live, dress, speak and look. Men honor the Lord by presenting a clean-cut and modest appearance that accentuates their masculinity in a godly way. Ladies wear modest dresses that declare their femininity, and they have beautiful uncut hair — which, according to I Corinthians 11:15, is their glory. After all, the Bible tells us God has chosen us to be kings and priests unto Him! This is a great privilege, but with every great privilege comes great responsibility. God put it this way: “Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God” (2 Corinthians 7:1). We do these things not because we are bound by some legalistic system, but because we consider it a privilege to glorify God in our appearance.

Different? Sure. But then again, God called us to be different! In 1 Peter 2:9, the Bible says we are called to be a “peculiar” (different) people. And in Romans 12:2, the Apostle Paul warned us not to be conformed to (pressed into the mold of) this world.

The Bible says in Acts 2:42 that the early believers “continued stedfastly in the apostles’ doctrine and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers.” This describes Alamo City Apostolic Church! Come visit one of our services and get to know us. Without a doubt, you’ll find Apostolics to be the happiest, most fun-loving and most uplifting people you’ve ever been around.

See you Sunday!


January 16, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | , | 2 Comments

The Other Silent Killer

Cancer is a terrifying disease.

I don’t say that simply as one who repeats information overheard from others. Three of my grandparents died of cancer. My mother died of cancer. My father is a cancer survivor, as is one of my brothers.

One of the scariest things about cancer is its ability to exist undetected below the surface, often spreading silently throughout the human body before it is ever discovered. Once it has done that, tracking down and eradicating every trace of it can be overwhelming. And if a trace is missed, given enough time it will no doubt resurface.

Cancer has earned its title of “silent killer.”

But there is another silent killer. Instead of attacking us at a physical level, however, this killer wreaks its havoc at the emotional and spiritual level, and its victims litter the landscape of the past. Its name? Unforgiveness.

Just as some individuals are genetically predisposed to cancer, so some are emotionally more vulnerable than others to hurts and misunderstandings. Offenses that other people can shake off cling to them, haunting their thoughts and draining them of life and vitality.

If unforgiveness is not recognized and treated for what it is, it has a 100% spiritual and emotional mortality rate.

Unforgiveness destroys friendships, wrecks relationships and opens the door to opportunistic infections such as bitterness, loneliness and depression. No matter who was at fault in the offense, all become victims when unforgiveness comes into play.

Cancer must be dealt with – swiftly, decisively and aggressively. Every day that a cancer goes untreated tilts the odds more and more against the victim. Unforgiveness is no different.

Steps to beating the other silent killer:

  1. Ask yourself, “Is this hurt worth dying over?” If it’s not, then don’t let it kill you. Take control.
  2. Don’t wait for the other party to apologize. Even if you are convinced you are right, be the first one to seek reconciliation. In the end, it’s not about proving who is right and who is wrong. You have made a decision: the relationship is more valuable than the offense. Apologize for the estrangement and let the other person know you’re no longer interested in who harmed whom.
  3. Let it go. Once apologies have been exchanged, incinerate the offense. Don’t keep it in storage to be brought back out in a future disagreement. Dredging up old offenses demonstrates that forgiveness never really happened.
  4. Seek to build positive bridges. You and the other party will never agree on everything, but there are bound to be areas you do agree on. Find those and focus on them.

Will these steps fix every situation? No. It takes two to reconcile, and you cannot control the other person’s decisions. But if they are not willing to forgive, at least you have eradicated the cancer from your own system. Don’t let them put it back in you – move on.

“And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.” (Ephesians 4:32)

May 1, 2015 Posted by | Inspirational | , , , , | Leave a comment

Of Strawberries, Gooseberries and Giants


Once upon a time there were twelve men who set out to conquer a new land.

The twelve came from very different backgrounds, but they all had one thing in common: they were very good at fighting giants. Which was a good thing, since the land they set out to conquer was inhabited by very evil, bad-tempered giants.

Wally was one of the twelve, and a right fine swordsman he was. He and his eleven friends would sit around the campfire at night and whet their limited-edition giant-slaying swords, polishing and honing them lovingly. They would drill by the hour, sharing tips and techniques on fencing. Each of them had unique giant-slaying skills, and by sharing them with each other, all twelve made daily progress toward being even better giant-slayers.

Giant-slayers are of necessity very opinionated and decisive, and Wally was certainly no exception. One thing he hated above all other things was strawberries. He was certain that no one who ate strawberries was a real man or could ever be trusted in a battle against evil giants. Furthermore, he took it for granted that all eleven of his companions shared his loathing for this unholy fruit, since nobody spoke up to the contrary when he and his dearest friend, Philo, would pontificate far into the night about how pernicious strawberries were.

One day, however, he observed one of the twelve reaching down, picking a wild strawberry and popping it in his mouth. At first he stood there speechless…then, overwhelmed by white-hot fury, he let out a screech of rage and whipped his sword out of his scabbard. With lightning-fast speed, he began to run his sword through his companion, with Philo matching him thrust for thrust from the other side. The other nine, not really knowing what was happening but certain that Wally and Philo knew what they were doing, soon fell on their hapless companion with their swords as well. Even after the local coroner had dragged the shredded body of their erstwhile friend away, they trembled in righteous indignation and shook their fists at the departing corpse.

“How did he ever get in the group, anyway?” mumbled Wally, distressed at such an obvious lapse of security.

Disturbingly, this scenario was repeated over and over again, as over the course of time Wally or Philo would discover yet another surreptitious strawberry eater within the ranks of the (originally) twelve. And finally the day came when only Wally and Philo themselves were left.

“Well, Philo, not too many people have what it takes to be a real giant-slayer nowadays, do they?” asked Wally with a sad shake of his head as he swallowed a gooseberry and spat out the stem.

But Philo didn’t answer. Instead, his face was transformed into a grimace of incredulous shock and rage.

GOOSEBERRIES???” he screamed. “You eat GOOSEBERRIES????? What kind of giant-slayer eats gooseberries? You’re no giant-slayer at all. You’re a dirty traitor!!!”

The last thought Wally had as he lay on the ground with Philo’s sword through his bowels, just before the mist turned to blackness, was, “But I didn’t know there was anything wrong with gooseberries…we never talked about them………….”

Philo trudged on into the unknown land, head down, staring at the ground. Secretly, he felt kind of lonely without his friends, but he’d never admit that out loud. Of course he’d done the right thing. There could simply be no tolerance of strawberries – or gooseberries – among giant-slayers.

Speaking of giant-slayers…for the first time he noticed the shadows that obscured the sun. He looked up, and cold, nauseous fear gripped him. All around him were evil giants, and their intentions were obvious. They were coming for him. Realizing he was far outnumbered, he screamed for his friend Wally – and then he remembered. Wally wasn’t coming. He’d seen to that himself.

Overwhelmed by the enemy and with no friends left to help him, Philo had to make a quick choice: be killed by the giants or kill himself. And that’s how Philo came to die by the point of the same sword that had killed all his friends.

Proverbs 22:24-25
24 Make no friendship with an angry man; and with a furious man thou shalt not go:
25 Lest thou learn his ways, and get a snare to thy soul.

April 22, 2015 Posted by | Inspirational | , , , | Leave a comment

7 Reasons YOU Should Consider Going Back to School as a Retiree


You worked hard for it, and now you’re there. Retirement!

But retirement may not be the blissful state we always imagined it would be. If you’ve always been used to being busy, before long you may find yourself ready to climb the walls. Rather than allowing yourself to lapse into boredom or depression, why not think about continuing your education?

There are a lot of reasons why going back to school in your retirement years might be a great idea. Here are a few:

  1. Studying helps keep your mind sharp. We joke about “getting old” and “losing our edge” – but the fact is, age does not have to signify a drop in mental acuity. Just as there are things we can do to extend our physical vitality, so we can do things to keep our minds sharp – and maybe even make them sharper than they were when we were younger and less mature! Researchers at the University of Texas at Dallas studied adults aged 60 to 90. In the study, they divided participants into different groups and assigned them activities of various levels of difficulty to determine their effect on the participants’ memory. The researchers reported that “the groups that were confronted with continuous and prolonged mental challenge improved,” while those assigned easier tasks did not.[1] There’s nothing like going back to school to provide you with “continuous and prolonged mental challenge” – so embrace it!
  2. Studying provides you with ongoing challenges to keep you growing. As a retiree or “empty nester,” suddenly finding yourself with time on your hands can lead to confusion and frustration. Going back to school will reintroduce you to a world of deadlines and focus – and you won’t have time to be bored!
  3. Studying creates discipline. Speaking of deadlines, going back to school will give you plenty of these. Deadlines are wonderful for spurring us out of lethargy. And if you are struggling with reorganizing your world as you enter retirement, studying can provide much-needed structure that can serve as a foundation for prioritizing other areas of your life.
  4. Studying opens the door to a world of knowledge. By the time a person leaves the workforce, he or she may feel they have seen it all. But the reality is that we live in a very big universe, and there is much we have yet to explore. Don’t miss your chance!
  5. Studying increases the quality of your work. Going back to school involves a lot of formal writing…and formal writing is an exacting skill that requires that you cite sources and thoroughly research what you are going to write. As a minister, going back to school greatly improved the quality of my preaching, because I learned to always verify my sources and make sure that any declaration of fact that I make is actually factual. The more consistently factual your statements are, the greater the confidence people will place in what you have to say.
  6. Studying helps you be more confident. When you know you have done due diligence and have the research to prove it, you can speak with confidence. Learning good study disciplines will go a long way toward getting you there!
  7. Studying helps keep you from robbing the world of the things God created you to contribute. God created you for a reason. He has allowed you to gather a lifetime of experiences and wisdom. Going back to school will help you become a better teacher so you can share those treasures with the world. Instead of your golden years being a time of gradually fading into oblivion, why not make them a season of lasting contributions to the generations following after you?

One of the most common excuses for not going back to school is that “I’m too old.” NONSENSE! Over my years as a college instructor I’ve seen people of all ages go back to school and do well. It’s not uncommon today for individuals in their 70s and 80s to graduate, determined to use the rest of their lives to do something meaningful.

At this stage of your life, you have an incredible store of things to contribute. What you don’t have, however, is the luxury of unlimited time. Every day is precious. That’s why you shouldn’t wait another day. Don’t be sitting there 10 years from now, thinking, “I wish I had gone back to school.” Do it!

[1] Learning New Skills Keeps an Aging Mind Sharp. (2013, October 21). Retrieved March 24, 2015, from

March 24, 2015 Posted by | Motivation | , , , | Leave a comment

Pressure and Heat

Been under pressure and taking a lot of heat lately?

Carbon must be subjected to four days of 1500-degree Fahrenheit temperature and 850,000 PSI pressure — equivalent to 100 8,000-lb. elephants standing on a coin — to turn into a diamond (

As painful as the process is, God just might be turning you into something far more valuable than you could ever become on your own…and there are no shortcuts to pressure, heat or the pain they cause.

“But he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold” (Job 23:10).

December 11, 2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Mission possible? Yes. Desirable? Another question entirely.

When it comes to goals, most are achievable. The question is not our ability to reach them…it’s whether achieving the goal is worth the price we will have to pay.

“But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal” (Matthew 6:20)

“For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul” (Mark 8:36)

November 23, 2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Building UP Yourselves On Your Most Holy Faith

There are many venues available — mostly online — where the beliefs of Oneness Apostolics are discussed, generally by individuals purporting to themselves be Oneness Apostolics.

However, all too often the tenor of these discussions is caustic and is derisive of any standards of separation from the world. Time-honored and Scripturally-based standards of dress, appearance and lifestyle are scoffed at as “legalism” and are summarily dismissed or relegated to the realm of “hardliners” and “extremists.”

I’d like to caution us, though, to do as the Word enjoins — to “try the spirits.”

The direction of a conversation often reveals its origins. That which proceeds from God builds up; that which proceeds from the enemy of our souls tears down.

Jude 20-21 urges that “…ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Ghost, keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life.”

Notice that? BUILDING UP. Not tearing down. Not diminishing the importance of cleansing ourselves from ALL filthiness of the flesh (outward) and spirit (inward), as instructed in II Corinthians 7:1. Not making demeaning remarks about standards loved and cherished for generations. No…building UP.

The preceding verses (Jude 17-19) reveal the spirit of the world that motivates the efforts to tear down: “But, beloved, remember ye the words which were spoken before of the apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ; how that they told you there should be mockers in the last time, who should walk after their own ungodly lusts. These be they who separate themselves, sensual, having not the Spirit.”

Think about the direction of your words, arguments and ideas. Are you building UP?

February 25, 2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Spiritual Cannibalism

Galatians 5:14-16
14 For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
15 But if ye bite and devour one another, take heed that ye be not consumed one of another.
16 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.

It’s interesting to note that the Galatians’ big problem — and the focus of the entire epistle — was the temptation to give in to legalism; to trust that their adherence to the Law somehow equated to righteousness. Conservatism in doctrine and standards is, I believe, absolutely essential — but never, ever confuse conservatism with righteousness…as the letter to the church at Ephesus in Revelation proves, you can have all the details right and still have your candlestick removed because your spirit is wrong.

Paul prefaced his remarks with an observation: “For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.” He then proceeded to warn them against spiritual cannibalism.

“Biting” and “devouring” are expressive of the pack or mob mentality. Predators in a feeding frenzy mindlessly fall on their prey, spurred by the actions of their companions. People in mobs do things they would never do alone; the actions of their peers destroy their inhibitions.

Once you join in a slanderous conversation, you’ll quickly lose your restraint. Before long, the rush produced by the salty taste of blood will drive you on until the image and dignity of your victim are nothing more than shreds.

“Take heed that ye be not consumed one of another.”

I’ve been saddened for years how so many believers have a brand new set of friends every 2-3 years. That’s simply because that’s about as long as they can get along with anybody.

The problem with biting and devouring each other is that pretty soon we won’t have any friends left…and the only thing worse than dying bitter is dying bitter and lonely.

God help us to put our spiritual bloodthirstiness on a permanent fast. “This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.”

“Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O Lord, my strength, and my redeemer” (Psalm 19:14)

January 18, 2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Mercy Misunderstood

Luke 17:31-33
31 In that day, he which shall be upon the housetop, and his stuff in the house, let him not come down to take it away: and he that is in the field, let him likewise not return back.
32 Remember Lot’s wife.

The mercy of God is one of the most abused resources that exists.

We live in a permissive society where there are no absolutes, and where God – if His existence is even accepted as anything more than a fairy tale – is regarded as a merely a tolerant, open-minded (and somewhat simple-minded) being who really doesn’t care about the details of our lives and behavior. Moral absolutes are outdated; any rational being knows that God is inclusive and benevolent, and that all judgment should be avoided.

Sadly, though, those who espouse this philosophy are tragically deficient in their knowledge of this God about whom they so airily pontificate. As Jesus once observed, “Ye do err, not knowing the scriptures…” (Matthew 22:29). Goodness is most certainly one of the attributes of God; but the Apostle Paul was quick to remind us that there is another side to God’s nature…severity. “Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off” (Romans 11:22).

We have trained our society to believe in entitlement. We are entitled to be happy. We are entitled to convenience. We are entitled to an easy life. Marketers have scored a home run with the pandering message, “You deserve the best.”

Really? Why do we “deserve” the best? What have we done to merit anything more than anyone else?

It was this attitude of entitlement that cost Lot’s wife her life. She “deserved” the comforts of Sodom. God was being unfair by rudely yanking her from her home and the comforts of her daily life. Resisting with every fiber of her self-actualized and autonomous being, she was literally dragged out of the city. And nobody – not even God Himself – was going to tell her she couldn’t take one final, longing look back.

So God – who had exercised great mercy in sending angels to rescue her from the fiery destruction of the wicked city – now exercised His sovereign right to make an example of her.

Thousands of years later, in a sober discourse on the events of the time of the end, that same God – now made flesh – underscored the critical importance of keeping your will under submission to God and refusing to flirt with the world.

“Remember Lot’s wife.”

Mercy misunderstood. Instead of smiling tolerantly at her pettish rebellion, God looked ahead at countless thousands who would struggle to remain faithful when the world was melting down around them. Out of mercy for them, He decided to send a message that would burn itself deep into the souls of those who read it. And in one fateful second, God answered her rebellion with swift and sure judgment.

Unfair to her? Oh no. To have an angel of God plead with you to be saved is far more mercy than any human being ever deserves.

Today, God’s mercy is poured out, service after service, countless times more than it is ever deserved. When a person chooses to walk away from God after He sent an “angel” – a preacher – to plead with them for their souls, don’t be surprised if the Spirit of God restrains the preacher from chasing after.

Remember Lot’s wife.

January 9, 2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Man’s First Lesson

I had always subscribed to the idea that God prepared the world in all its beauty in anticipation of His crowning touch — the creation of man — and that man was “born” into a lush green world prepared just for him. But on reading Genesis 2 in Portuguese this week, a different scenario jumped out at me. I confirmed it by comparing with various translations in English. The King James conveys this as well, just not as clearly. Here’s from the ESV:

Genesis 2:5-9
5 When no bush of the field[a] was yet in the land[b] and no small plant of the field had yet sprung up—for the Lord God had not caused it to rain on the land, and there was no man to work the ground, 6 and a mist[c] was going up from the land and was watering the whole face of the ground— 7 then the Lord God formed the man of dust from the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living creature. 8 And the Lord God planted a garden in Eden, in the east, and there he put the man whom he had formed. 9 And out of the ground the Lord God made to spring up every tree that is pleasant to the sight and good for food. The tree of life was in the midst of the garden, and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

It appears that at the time He created man, though God had already placed the seed of every plant and tree in the ground, those seeds had not yet sprouted! It even leaves some room for conjecture as to whether the Garden of Eden had already grown…or whether it was merely a latent promise awaiting man’s tilling (verse 15). I certainly wouldn’t argue the point one way or the other, but it’s food for thought.

Either way, it caused me to think of the way God still operates in our lives. We would love for God to drop us in the middle of a ready-made paradise…but often our first encounter with the situations of life reflects nothing but barren fields. It takes faith to accept that these situations are latent promises — that God has already placed seeds in the ground and arranged His own unique system to water them.

It’s interesting to note that one reason God had not allowed the plants to grow was because “there was no man to work the ground.” Sometimes the promises of God have not been allowed to sprout simply because there was no individual in place to see to it they were not wasted. May God give us the courage to face the barren fields of life with the knowledge that God was waiting on our arrival so He could set things in motion to transform them into green pastures!

January 2, 2013 Posted by | Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Join Us For Our Anniversary!

Alamo City Apostolic Church is celebrating its 4th anniversary this weekend…and we want you to be there! We are planning an exciting, action-packed series of services. Our special speaker is Pastor Steven Schwing from Lafayette, LA.

Friday, October 26:

  • Celebration service at 7:30 p.m.

Saturday, October 27:

  • Seminar on the Oneness of God from 8:30 a.m. – 11:30 a.m. (presented by the Leadership Training Center –
  • Celebration service at 2:00 p.m.

Sunday, October 28:

  • Celebration service at 10:30 a.m.

We are expecting a mighty outpouring of the Holy Ghost. Don’t miss it!


October 25, 2012 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment